30 June 2015
NIGERIA: Women widowed by Boko Haram find healing in mutual support
by Peggy Gish
[Note: CPTer Peggy Gish has been working on a crisis team for the Church of the Brethren in Nigeria. This piece has been adapted for CPTnet. The original is available on her website.]
Among the most vulnerable of Boko Haram’s victims, are the Nigerian women who have lost not only lost their homes and possessions, but also their husbands, and have to find a way to care for themselves and their children alone. In my three months among them, I have met a number of such women, but three I have come to know more personally.
One-year-old Hope crawls around on the floor of the reception area at the headquarters of EYN (Ekklesiyar Yan’uwa a Nigeria or the Church of the Brethren in Nigeria) in Jos. She has a quick smile and inquisitive face. Every time she heads toward the door to the outside steps, Naomi, her mother, gets up and catches her just in time.
Naomi was working as a secretary at the former headquarters
near Mubi, when Boko Haram attacked there on 29 October 2014. She and her
daughters, Blessing (18) and Hope (1) fled with throngs of others. Her husband,
Bello Philip Mwada, and their three sons, Moses, Emmanuel, and Haruna, who left
a little later, were shot and killed by Boko Haram fighters. She believes that
her husband, a member of the Nigerian Police Force, was targeted because
several times he found out that militant fighters were coming to a particular
community, and he warned the residents to flee.
Now they live in Jos and she works at the temporary EYN headquarters. Blessing will soon be finishing secondary school, and hopes to be able to go to a university, but does not know how she will do that financially. In spite of her losses and grief, Naomi expressed her grateful for the EYN community which has helped her during these difficult times, and to God who gives her strength.
One day, as I sat with Naomi in the reception room, tears came to our eyes as we spoke of the pain and fear any woman faces losing her husband suddenly, not to mention the added trauma of going back and finding his and their sons’ bodies and arranging to have them buried.
I met Elizabeth, from Mubi, in a week-log trauma-healing workshop. During a time provided for participants to share what they went through, she poured out her anguish.
“When Boko Haram attacked,” she told the group, “My husband and three children disappeared while they were trying to escape, and are still missing, so I believe they are dead. It took me four days to get to a place of refuge.”
During the lunch break, Elizabeth and I walked around the grounds of the retreat center. Though she knew little English, she pointed out to me the cashew, guava, maringa and other fruit bearing trees, and told me their names in the Hausa language. I could see that she was finding healing in connecting not only with others who are going through a similar healing process, but also with the beauty and life-giving vegetation of her native land.
One of the more difficult stories I heard, was from Monica. In 2009, in the middle of the night, Boko Haram fighters entered their home in the town of Michika. Monica witnessed them beheading her husband and cutting the throats of two of her three sons. Next they brutally cut her left arm as she raised her arm to defend herself. Then they cut her throat and left her for dead.
A neighbor found her, still alive, and took her to the hospital. Since then, she has had numerous surgeries to repair her throat and her arm, and more are needed. But even harder for her has been dealing with the trauma of her attack and the loss of her husband and two sons. Now, she and her remaining son live in Jos.
I occasionally see her and Naomi talking quietly together as they pause from their work. Amazing to me is the strength she demonstrates as she keeps walking ahead, choosing life. She attributes this to her faith, but also to the prayers, comfort and support given her from other widows and friends.
Life is not easy for Naomi, Elizabeth, and Monica, and many other widows. Like others, they are uncertain about their future home and means of support. All three, like others who have been displaced, receive food and supplies distributed by EYN or other NGOs. All, having participated in a trauma-healing workshop for widows, understand that their grief and pain will not quickly dissipate. They find healing as they express their pain and seek to forgive. And they find healing not only as others support them, but as they, in turn, give loving support to others also dealing with loss.
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